At My Age
a poem by Irene Solovij
At my age, I have experienced nature’s benevolent touch
How it nurtured me, as I walked amidst its beauty
Humbled by its power and might through the years
But should anyone just tinker within my mind long enough
They would discover a fetus still unborn, awaiting birth, seeking knowledge
So now I stand on tiptoe on a brilliant, cold night
My soul, discarded of its night shirt of age
Free of aches and pain and pretense
Squeals with delight as it reaches with outstretched hands
Towards the distant stars to capture them
Disguised in the cold, pristine air as pinpoints,
Stars twinkle in laughter at my minute essence
Amusing themselves by burning in the black abyss with intense heat
That never touches me
At my age, I ponder the overwhelming truth
That my years were no assurance of knowledge of myself
Seeking answers to questions that cannot be answered
As my lifetime passed instead.